Summary:  Goten love Trunks on more than just a friendly way.  Will he ever get the guts to tell him or will he just remain depressed?





Chapter 1
Disclaimer: I don't own DBZ nor any of it's character's, so don't sue. All I own is my imaginary friend named Fenburt and you can't have him ::sticks out tongue::

Notes:Hello! L.B-chan here!  I would like to warn everyone before they read this that this a YAOI fic. There will be MALE AND MALE relationships here. Don't like, don't read. The pairing here is TRUTEN! YAY!




I'm sitting here with my best friend, staring at the clear blue sky in a meadow we used to play in when we were children. It is now that I really know how a bagel feels. A bagel. A form a bread that is circular, with a hole in the middle. I know how it feels. No, I'm not a food. Nor do I actually have a hole in the center of my body, though it feels like I do. I'm in love with my best friend. This would be not really a problem if either me or my best friend were a girl, but sadly were both men. Not that I despise him or I for being a guy, I happen to like being a guy, but if one of us was a girl it would make my situation so much easier. And I would not be comparing myself to a bagel. I would be comparing myself to a cream- filled donut. Their complete, with a nice gooey center I might add. I envy cream-filled donuts, and pretty sure the bagel does too. I sigh, great now I'm making myself hungry and more depressed.

"Goten" I snap out of my thoughts of bagels and cream- filled donuts and look up at the object of my desire, Trunks.

"Hmmm?"

"Anything wrong?"

"No, nothings wrong. I'm just hungry that's all." It's not really a lie, I am kinda hungry from all the thinking of food and comparing myself to it.

He smiles and chuckles a bit. Kami, I love that smile. "When are you not hungry?" I glare at him. "Hey! I'm not hungry all the time."

"Whoa, clam down chibi I was only joking with you no need to get so defensive."

"I am not defensive" I pout in a very non-defensive way.

"Sure, whatever" he says as he stands up and runs hand through his silky lavender hair. "You know what chibi, I'm a bit hungry myself lets go get ourselves something to eat."

I smile at him and stand up as well. "Great what do you feel like having?"

"I'm really in the mood for donuts. My favorites are the cream-filled ones."

I almost fall backwards. I really hate cream-filled donuts.

"Goten, you coming?" I look up noticing he has already taken to the skies.

"Hai" I say taking to the skies as well. "I'll race you" Trunks says flying off to the nearest donut shop. I follow in suit.

This is gonna be a very, very long day.

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Chapter 2
Goody Goody, The second chapter! HORRAY!!! Since I'm in such a good mood, I'll let Fenburt do the disclaimer.

Fenburt: *take out a marker and paper and starts to write* *holds up paper*

'L.B.-chan doesn't own DBZ or anything of the sort. She only owns me...'

*runs away with the paper*

Good job Fenburt! Also I'd liked like to thank everyone who reviewed the first chapter. YAY! And I'm sorry about the format of the first chapter, but I fixed it. Now, ON WITH THE STORY.





"I'll have...um everything on the menu please."

"I'll have the same, thank you."

Thankfully, my purple haired wonder god decide that he wasn't in the mood for donuts, so I didn't have to see all those dounts staring at me. Since it was close to lunch time he asked if I wanted to just get lunch. I, of course, happily compiled. Of course I didn't know at the time the place we were going to would have waitresses. I also didn't know that the waitress, the very cheap looking waitress, taking our orders would want to make herself the main course for MY purple haired wonder god.

"Are you sure you can eat all that sugar? You might get a tummy-wummy ache. But if you do, I'll come and take care of ya," she said as she twirled a strand of her badly dyed, blond hair. She batted her eyes at him.

Ugh. I'd get a 'tummy-wummy ache' if I had to listen to her hit on my Trunks anymore. I looked over to Trunks.

He chuckled a bit and moved his chair away from her. "Heh, that's very nice of you, but I assure you I won't get sick from that much food. Now if you would excuse me I have to use the restrooms." With that he stood up and walked off to the restrooms.

I was confused. Usually, this was the type of girl Trunks would date. The air-headed, ditzy type who's only interested in looks rather than the person. Oh well, I wasn't complaining. I ask him about it when he gets back. I audibly sighed. I looked up and noticed the waitress hasn't left yet. In fact she's was staring at me in the same way she was staring at Trunks. Like a hungry dog looking at a piece of meat.

Not a good thing for someone who was sitting against the wall with a plant on one side and a table on the other side blocking the only means of escape.

"What about you honey? Do you want me to take care of you?" She said licking her lips.

"I, uh, gotta help him wash his hands." I'm guessing that wasn't the best thing to say cause she gave me a really weird look.

I ran past the waitress almost knocking her over in the process and went inside the bathroom. As I entered, I saw Trunks leaning against the wall.

"Let's wait in here for the food to come."

I nodded.

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When we saw the food beginning served to our table we dashed out of the bathroom and back to our table. We had waited in there for over an hour, not that I minded or anything. As soon as we finished our meals, which didn't take very long, we paid and left. I could have sworn that when we left, I heard the waitress saying something about how all good looking guys are either gay or taken.

I wonder which one she thought we were?

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So, that's it for this chapter. I promise the next one will come out sooner than this one did.

Fenburt: *runs in holding sign* 'PLEASE REVIEW!!!!!!'

L.B-chan: Please listen to Fenburt and review. Me and Fenburt really like them, right Fenburt?

Fenburt: *nods and jumps up and down*

L.B.-chan: That's enough Fenburt, you're scaring people.

Fenburt: *frowns and walks away sadly*
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Chapter 3
L.B.-chan: Happy Easter and Passover! Well, I finally finished the chapter!

Fenburt: *Holds up sign* 'Your so lazy.'

L.B.-chan:*Glares at Fenburt* Anyways, I got somebody special to help us with the disclaimer.

*Goten comes out of a door and L.B.-chan and Fenburt glomp him*

Goten: Nice to see that I'm loved but could you let go of me so that we could do the disclaimer.

L.B.-chan: Oh sorry, *Blushes and lets go*

Goten: Now, ok. L.B.-chan does not own DBZ or any of it's characters. Which is a good thing because I'd probably be running around with no clothes on. So don't sue her and...*looks down on his at his leg*

Fenburt: *Still glomping Goten's leg*

Goten: Ok get off. *Shakes his leg but Fenburt doesn't come off. Looks around for L.B.-chan but she has mysterious disappeared* Great...

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*BRIIINNNNNGGGGGG*

I reached over and hit the snooze button on the alarm. I hate that damn alarm clock and it's annoying ear-piercing ring. It interrupted a perfectly good dream about me and my prince; it must have been a good dream judging from how wet my boxers are. I swear that clock shall meet a horrible fate one day, heh heh. That reminds me, why DID I set the alarm, on a Saturday, in the first place? Oh right, I promised mom that I'd pick up some groceries since Gohan and family are coming over for lunch today. I sigh drifting off into pleasant dreams about a certain lavender- haired prince. I can already feel my boxer start to tighten just thinking about him.

"Mmm....Trunks-kun"

" SON GOTEN! GET YOUR LAZY-ASS UP THIS INSTANT! YOU HAVE WORK TO DO BEFORE YOU BROTHER GETS HERE! I swear just like your father sometimes, always sleeping, eating, and training. Never gets any work done and...." She just kinda rambled on from there.

Don't get me wrong, I love my mom. But she can be a real....I'll use a nice word, hellcat in her really comes out when she wants a task done. especially if it involves Gohan. Oh well, maybe I can still get a couple of more minutes of sleep before she starts pounding on the door.

*BRIIINNNNNNGGGGG----BOOM*

I ki blasted the alarm clock leaving a scorched mark on the nightstand. I said it would meet a horrible fate one day. Finally I can get some well deserved sleep.

Loud pounding comes from the outside of my door. "GOTEN! GET UP NOW!!!!!!!"

Why me?

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I run in the house throwing the groceries down and wipe some of the tears away from my eyes.

"Goten where have you been?! Gohan and everyone is already here waiting in the living room and thanks to you lunch isn't......" She stops herself and notices the tears rolling down my cheeks and on to the floor. "Goten, sweetheart, what's wrong?"

I see out of the comer of my eye Gohan come out of the living room to see what all the noise is about. I hate having them all looking at me right now, I want to be left alone. I run past all of them up to my room; I slam the door shut. I curl up in a fetal position and just cry, trying to forget what happened today.

***FLASHBACK***

I had got all the groceries and nothing went wrong. Well...there was that one incident on isle 3 involving a can of cheese whiz, a roll of toilet paper, and some old lady, but that a whole other story. I felt Trunks's ki in the park and since it was such a nice day I decided to go through the park.

Big mistake.

As I entered the park a flash of lavender caught my eye. Trunks. I turned to say hello. " Hey Tru-", but that's all that I got out of my mouth.

Standing there was Trunks, MY Trunks, kissing some girl. I had seen Trunks hang out with girls around school but I had never seen him kiss one. My heart felt like it was being ripped in two. Wet, hot, sticky tears rolled down the side of my face and hit the ground. My body began to tremble and shake. I wanted to look away but I couldn't move.

Suddenly, Trunks opened his eyes and looked over in my direction. His eyes widen as he noticed I was standing there. I couldn't bear to look at him any longer. I took off not caring who saw me.

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I shouldn't be crying, I tell myself. It was gonna happen sooner or later. And besides it's not like he was mine or anything. I would like to take reassurance everything I just told myself, But it hurts to much. I start to wipe the tears off my face as I hear a knock on the door.

"What?!" I yelled. I'm not really in the mood to talk to anyone right now.

"It's me Gohan. Can I come in?"

"No."

"Why not? Please Goten let me in."

I sighed. Maybe Gohan can help me feel better. He's done it before. I should just tell him everything, though I'm kinda scared on what his reaction might be. It's not everyday you find out that younger brother is gay. "It's open." I heard the doorknob turn and Gohan entered the room closing the door behind him. He walked over to the bed and sat down on the edge of it.

"What's wrong? Why were you crying?" He gently started to stroke my hair. That had always calmed me down when I was little. And it still worked now.

"I'll tell you but you have to promise not to freak out."

"Goten," he chuckled a little, "this is me your older brother. I lived through ALOT of crazy experiences. I highly doubt that what you have to tell me will make me freak out." He smiled one of those older brother smiles that can make the younger sibling one feel better. I smiled slightly, maybe he would understand.

"I'm gay."

There was a thump as Gohan fell off the edge of the bed. His eyes were wide and his mouth was slightly moving. Like he was trying to say something but he just couldn't form the words. So much for him not freaking out. He stood up and calmed himself down. Then he sat back down on the bed.

"I thought you said you wouldn't freak out."

"Well it's not like I expected this. I think I handled it pretty well, if I do say so myself."

I looked at him slightly confused. "So...your ok with it? Your not mad at me?"

He smiled. "Goten, why would I get mad at you because your gay. Your still my little bro, and I will always love you." He ruffled my hair affectionately. I couldn't control the tears the threatened to spill from my eyes. I was so happy he didn't hate me. I gave him a big bear hug.

"Thank you Gohan, for understanding. You don't know how much this means to me."

"Anytime squirt. Now could you let go of me, I can't breathe."

"Oh, sorry," I say sheepishly and let go of him. I didn't realize I was squeezing him that hard.

"Now, about before. Why were you crying?"

I told him everything. About how I loved Trunks and about the kiss in the park. The whole time I was talking Gohan never said a word. He just listened patiently taking everything in. After I finished talking he sat there in thought for a couple of minutes. Then he spoke.

"You got to tell him how you feel."

"I can't!" I said a little to loudly, I lower my voice. "I can't tell him. What if he doesn't feel the same way? What if he hates me and never wants to see me again? Gohan, I CAN'T lose him."

"You won't. I don't think Trunks will stop being your friend just because your gay. He's not like that and you two have known each other since you were born. He wouldn't want to throw away your friendship anymore than you would." He put his hand on my shoulder and smiled.

I looked down at the ground and smiled also. " I guess your right. I'll have to tell him soon." I looked at Gohan. "Thank you Gohan for everything. You really made me feel a whole lot better."

"That's what I'm here for. Now, let's get downstairs I'm hungry and I really want to have some of mom's cooking." He thought for a moment. "Speaking of mom, I won't tell her if you don't want me to."

"I don't want to tell her yet. It was hard enough telling you, but mom! I'd rather go shave off Vegeta's hair then go tell her I'm gay right now."

"I get the picture." He stood up and walked towards the door and opened it. He looked back at me. "You coming?"

"In a minute. Don't eat all the food." I smile at him.

He returned the gesture. "I'll try, but I can't make any promises." He walks out of the room closing the door behind, leaving me alone in the room. I get up and walk towards the mirror. Ugh, my eyes are all puffy. I wipe my eyes a little more; their still moist from all the crying. I sigh as I turn towards to the door but a knock on my window interrupts me from turning all the way. I turn my head towards the window and widen my eyes in disbelief at the source of the knocking.

Trunks.

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Goten: *Now trying to pry Fenburt off with a crowbar*

L.B.-chan: *Comes back*

Goten: Excuse me, can you help me get him off my leg?

L.B.-chan: *Ignoring Goten, turns to the reader/s* So did you like it? Hate it? PLEASE REVIEW!!! I NEED FEEDBACK!

Goten: HEY! What about me?!

L.B.-chan: Sorry, I had to talk to the reader/s. So what is it you wanted?

Goten: *Points down to Fenburt*

L.B.-chan: I don't think I could do anything about him but do you want some food?

Goten: YES! ^^

L.B.-chan: Well then lets go!

*They both walk...er....walk/limp off in search of food* ^^

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~ L.B.-chan